| Location | Middlesbrough |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 30/07/2004 |
| Date of Death | 30/07/2004 |
| Visitors | 1,388 since 06/11/2008 |
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gone but never forgotton.sadly tracy and michael were taken at 22wks to toxicplasmosis.missed deaply by mammy and daddy,brothers and sisters xxxxxx It all started when i was 20wks ,i started to bleed we phoned the hospital they wanted me in straight away.when we got there they admitted me straight away,over the next few days the bleeding got worse they done loads of tests and scans but couldnt find the cause.After a week i was starting to get weak they decided to do other tests which revealed i had toxicplasmosis doctors said the twins could end up blind,deaf,brain damaged even sevearly disabled but that didnt matter we still wanted to carry on they were our babies no matter what.But on the 29 july i was getting weaker they done a scan to see how the twins were doing,but thats all that brought was more bad news,the waters had already gone round tracy and i had an infection in the womb.the next day my condition was getting worse,my husband michael then had to make a heart breaking decision,the twins needed at least 3 weeks inside me to have any chance,but they said i couldnt last that long.michael then had to decide me or the twins.the hospital had to start me off tracy was born 11-15pm and michael was born 11-17pm.what made it harder was the way our babies got treated as though they were pieces of meat.we did put an official complaint in,both midwives no longer work there.we are both glad of the time we got to spend with the twins.the names we picked didnt seem right so we decided to name them after ourselves.may god keep our angels safe and warm.
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Tributes For Week Commencing 27th September
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FOR MONDAY
Sad are the hearts that love you,
Silent the tears that fall.
Living our lives without you,
Is the saddest part of all.
FOR TUESDAY
The Golden Gates stood open,
God saw you needed rest,
His garden must be beautiful,
He only takes the best
FOR WEDNESDAY
May the God of love and mercy
Care for our loved one who is gone,
And bless with consolation
Those who are left to carry on.
FOR THURSDAY
Our family chain is broken,
Nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one
The links shall join again.
FOR FRIDAY
Each night we'll shed a silent tear,
As we speak to you in prayer,
To let you know we love you
And just how much we care.
Take a million tear drops,
Wrap them up in love,
Then ask the wind to carry them,
To you in heaven above
FOR SATURDAY
There comes a time for all of us
When we must say goodbye,
But memories of those we love
Live on and never die.
Although the curtain falls at last,
Is that a cause to grieve?
The future life is brighter still
If only we believe.
So trust in God’s eternal care,
And when the Master calls,
We’ll know a fairer world’s beyond,
Although the curtain falls.
FOR SUNDAY
If my parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy,
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss;
Ah yes, these things, I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow;
I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow,
My life's been full, I savoured much;
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.
Perhaps my time seemed all too brief;
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief,
Lift up your heart and share with me;
God wanted me now, He set me free.
So come close to me my family,
Let me whisper in your ear,
I have not really left you
And if you try, you'll feel me near
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……………Thoughts Today, Memories Forever
………….Angela Christopher’s Very Proud Mum
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In a baby castle, just beyond your eye,
Your baby plays with angel toys that money cannot buy.
Who are you to wish him back into this world of strife,
No, play on your baby, they'll have eternal life.
At night when all is silent and sleep forsakes your eyes,
You'll hear their tiny footsteps come running to your side
Their little hands caress you so tenderly and sweet,
You'll breathe a prayer and close your eyes and embrace them in your sleep.
Now you have a treasure that you rate above all others
You have known true glory,
You are still their mother.
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
love for your lil angels
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angel babies
TWENTY TINY FINGERS
TWENTY TINY TOES
FOUR LITTLE ROSEBUD LIPS
AND EACH A TINY BUTTON NOSE
TWO TINY BABIES LIVE IN HEAVEN ABOVE
HOPE GODS LOOKING AFTER YOU TWO
AND GIVING YOU LOTS OF LOVE
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Recipe for Christmas All Year Long
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Take a heap of child-like wonder
That opens up our eyes
To the unexpected gifts in life—
Each day a sweet surprise.
Mix in fond appreciation
For the people whom we know;
Like festive Christmas candles,
Each one has a special glow.
Add some giggles and some laughter,
A dash of Christmas food,
(Amazing how a piece of pie
Improves our attitude!)
Stir it all with human kindness;
Wrap it up in love and peace,
Decorate with optimism, and
Our joy will never cease.
If we use this healthy recipe,
We know we will remember
To be in the Christmas spirit,
Even when it's not December.
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As Christmas time approaches
We miss you more and more
Memories of past Yule times
We always will adore
We still hang the decorations
Put the lights upon the tree
We hang the cards upon the wall
This one's for you, you see
Even though you are not here
You're always in our hearts
So we remember you this Christmas
While we're temporarily apart.
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I've set your place at the table
Your presents wrapped under the tree
Christmas carols playing
But you're not here with me
It seems harder this time of year
I miss you so much more
The only thing that gets me through
Are the memories of before
So here's a card just for you
To show how much I care
I know your waiting with the angels
One day I'll see you there.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND EVERYONE
Our Lives changed, the very moment you passed away.
We couldn't stop it; there was nothing we could say.
You've touched our lives so deeply to a point you will never know,
We try to think about you when we are feeling down and low.
Sometimes when our day gets hard we will think about your beautiful smile
And if we listen hard enough we will hear your voice after a while.
It's you who give us a reason to go on with our day,
And now if we want to see you we'll bow our heads and pray.
We catch ourselves looking for you still, in the halls and at the front door,
But when we call your name there is no reply any more!
We never thought a day would come where we would be apart,
God has you in his keepings, we have you in our hearts.
Life will go on, but never will be the same,
Your beautiful smile is gone, but it will always remain.
You're our angel from up above.
You'll always be missed, but most importantly... loved.
Just one more minute, God, is all we ask- why can't you give them back;
It seems like such a simple task. We guess people are right when they say God only takes the best,
We know enough now that you're peacefully at rest.
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You can shed tears that they are gone,
Or you can smile because they lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that they will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that they have left.
Your heart can be empty because you can't see them
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.
You can remember them and only that they are gone
Or you can cherish the memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what they would want: smile, open your eyes, love and go on.
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I'm writing this from heaven, where I dwell with God above.
Where there's no more tears or sadness, there's just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy because I am out of sight
Remember that I am with you every morning, noon and night.
And I will stay beside you, every day, week and year
And when you're sad I'll still be there to wipe away your tears.
When you think of my life on earth and all those living years
Because your only human their bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry it does relieve the pain
Remember there wouldn't be flowers unless we first had rain.
I wish I could tell you of all that God has planned
But even if I were able to, you wouldn't understand.
When your going down the street and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps and only half a step behind.
And if you feel a gentle breeze or wind upon your face
Remember it's only me with a loving and soft embrace.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
♥ 22ND NOVEMBER 2008 ♥
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART...
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Sending you a great big hug
with lots of love and kisses,
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Have A Good Weekend Everyone
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When tomorrow starts without me
And I'm not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me;
I wish so much you wouldn't cry
The way you did today
While thinking of the many things
We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me,
As much as I love you.
And each time that you think of me
I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me
Please try to understand,
That an angel came and called my name
And took me by the hand.
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I looked towards the clouds today
And for a moment saw your face.
I wondered just where you have gone
With hope it's a better place.
Did you show yourself to me today,
To tell me you're all right?
Or was it just a daydream
Playing tricks upon my sight?
We will always feel the void inside
Because you are not here.
But each new thought you send our way
Lets us know you're near.
So until our journey nears its end
And we hear the angels sing,
We'll face each new day as it comes
And live off the love you bring.
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Life is but a stopping place,
A pause in what's to be,
A resting place along the road,
To sweet eternity.
We all have different journeys,
Different paths along the way,
We are all meant to learn some things,
But never meant to stay.
Our destination is a place,
Far greater than we know,
For some the journey's quicker,
For some the journey's slow.
But when the journey finally ends,
We'll claim a great reward,
And find an everlasting peace,
Together with the Lord.
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Thoughts Today Memories Forever
Angela(Christopher-John Rowe)Mum
Friday
So very sorry, from someone who cares xxx
Fluffy clouds of pink and blue
Where fairytales and dreams come true
Where teddy bears put on shows
In the place where little babies go.
Where a choir of angels sing on high
A peaceful, soothing lullaby
And their feathers flutter down like snow
In the place where little babies go.
Where the sun is shining everyday
In a heavenly sky that’s never grey
Where love will bloom and always grow
In the place where little babies go.
Where bells will ring and hearts they soar
When a mum and dad walk through its door
Then only tears of joy will flow
In the place where little babies go.
Sending my love to you both and your loved ones you have sadly left behind xxx
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